Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Tom's Journal.

<<< Sharon and Tom wood working together, as a good team!

I certainly agree with Michael G. Mickey's report below -- and God bringing wrath upon our Nation for touching the "Apple of God's Eye' by hurting the children of Israel. The 'heathen in the WH' is so full of himself, setting himself up like a god!

But right now my mind and heart are with my dear wife, Sharon, whom I took to the Kenosha, WI ER again, this morning, with more congestive heart failure and much trouble breathing with big time pain. The attending young ER doctor, [Dr. Longtree], gave Sharon her requested prognosis that she is getting worse, and WILL NOT be getting better. My heart dropped like a stone and I could not look my wife in the eye at that verdict. God help us, and I feel so useless and impotent at this point, even though we both knew this was coming. There is not too much more the staff can do as they already have her maxed out in medication and procedures, but they will keep her over night with IV to drain more fluid from her lungs, of course.

For some reason I have been very tired lately, wanting to sleep early like 6PM, but also having nightmares and intrusive thoughts and a toothache... Ha! With all the past human failures and arguing in the past, my wife and I seemed to just click and love each other lately with nothing else mattering. It just dawned on me to make me almost cuss-- why do couples fuss, fight and hurt each other concerning little things that are not so important, when our days are short and we ought to just rejoice in the Lord and be happy for what we've got-- knowing that we are SAVED by the Grace of God, and going to heaven?? I find this present circumstance hard to deal with, and get emotional about the loss of companionship and doing favors for each other. Yes, we knew this time was drawing near with Sharon's down ward spiral of health problems.... and my Insurance has already shelled out big money. 100 years ago, she would have already been dead, with no modern health, meds and procedures, but it still hurts. I have seen some close friends lose their mates, and they are just lost, starring out into space.

Heaven Is Our Home, and this short earthly existence is just a testing ground, IMO, hopefully doing the Lord's will / work in practicing a somewhat righteous life--telling/ sharing with others the wonderful hope of Salvation, Grace and Heaven.
There is no pill, drug/ med., or elixir for what I have ailing me today and beyond, except God's tender mercy and the Holy Spirit to keep me on the right path.

Sharon just called me from the 8th Floor of Kenosha Memorial Hosp, down by the Lake with an excellent view of Lake Michigan, and she said they gave her a mighty shot of something that knocked her out for a while and so she got a nice rest and is in better spirits, PTL. I will see her again this evening.


Palestinians Rioting and It's Our Fault

Posted: 16 Mar 2010 11:13 AM PDT

By Michael G. Mickey. Rapture Voice of America is reporting Palestinians are rioting in East Jerusalem. The following is an excerpt from their article on the topic: Dozens of Palestinians threw rocks at Israeli police and set tires ablaze in East Jerusalem Tuesday to protest Israel's consecration of a synagogue in the area.Israeli police fired rubber bullets and stun grenades at the


Heli gunner Tom said...

Helen said:
Tom I am sending up prayers for Sharon. What you are saying, it doesn't sound good. Praying for you two to get through this with God's help. May he heal her body and give you both strength and courage.
That site never pulled up for me so I didn't get to look at the top she was wanting. Helen

Heli gunner Tom said...

My cousin, Wanda Jane from KS said:

hugs and prayers for both of you..

Heli gunner Tom said...

From Penny and Robb Perez:
Oh my dear friends! I am so sorry this is happening to you. Even knowing that heaven is our home never stops the feelings we have inside. I would be there with you to hold you both and comfort you if I could. The Lord is doing that now for you. I felt his arms around me in the worst of my grief and knew joy in devastation. I have tears in my eyes. We love you so much and will be praying for peace in your hearts. In the love, joy and service of Jesus Christ, Penny

Now may the Lord direct your hearts into the love of God and into the patience of Christ.

2 Thessalonians 3:5 (New King James Version)