Tom's Journal. http://tomschuckmanjournal.blogspot.com/ tschuckman@aol.com
I am getting a funny feeling in my gut that God, common sense [but NO BODY ELSE] is trying to tell me something...eminent and critical-- but the devil is pulling me the opposite way at the same time. Part of the answer is found below in the short articles presented. I think the smart thing to do is to take a deep breath, step back, and re-group myself, then pray often and study to get the real 'answer' from God. I believe that there ARE millions of Christians just like me who believe the same as I do--- but Satan has certainly blinded the majority--as was foretold. [It is said and I firmly believe it-- that there are MORE real, biblical Christians hiding 'under ground' in China-- than in the USA and Europe combined!!]
All indications are such that Israel is planning a strategic move/ attack/ surgical, pre-emptive strike-- for self preservation in the very near future, but they have such great Security/ 'tight lips' that everyone else can only speculate-- and that's good. Americans love to blab all over themselves... lol... sorry. Even most of the fine, pretty ladies that I meet and date lately don't have the foggiest idea what is going on farther than their nose,regarding the Middle East/ Israel thing and Scripture, although some are Christians and Saved-- and I like them very much and treat them well/ generously, but Scripture says: 'Do not be unequally yoked with unbelievers.' ~2nd Cor. 6:14. Ha! The chances of me finding a real, knowledgeable Christian woman near me that could relate to what I am talking about are slim... sorry again, but then how many people, no matter what church they attend, if any, have the love of bible study like my circle of friends on certain FB groups/ sites, etc.???--sorry, again! However, I NEVER look down and make fun of ANY BODY, and it took me many years to get to where I am now--PTL. Please don' t take this the wrong way, and have much to learn too -- Lord help me. The very same can be said about most men too-- and I am NO WAY Sexist.
Ha! I DON'T HAVE ANY SPECIAL GIFTS, BRAINS, or a special channel from God!!! All I have is the Holy Spirit and a will to read the right things! I have just posted a fine place to learn and hear/ see the truth-- as listed below. I have a good IQ, BUT I'M NOT A GENIUS. I am also a SINNER MAN! Not bragging about that either...
I pretty much broke up with a beautiful lady from MN because of a difference of agreement about just this thing I am talking about right now, and it broke my heart--shattered it, so that I am still very upset about it. It was a matter of "priorities" but she said in her bio that she was 'Liberal' and maybe I was just too blindly in love to see that.. and I suppose Lot [in the book of Genesis] had to make a decision NOT to turn around when his beloved wife did that foolish thing. Awww, heck, maybe I am just too selfish, needy, lonely, or like to take the path of least resistance, as I keep searching for the elusive happiness on earth. And if that's true I need to be taken to the wood shed for a good whooping. Guess I am a very slow learner, after all. [sigh..]. Maybe, 'ours is not to ponder why-- ours is but to do or die...' Ha! Well, If I were were counseling another person with my same problem I would give them the same answers. I have know many good, close friends in the past who loved me as a brother, but I was married and that posed a main priority of caring for MY family first, but tried to help them as much as I could. I keep 'chanting the old mantra': "count all your blessings", especially now days. I wonder how many people will be able to dig their way through my cryptic words tonight. People have married me in the past mostly for my Chrysler pension and benefits. Perhaps I ought to cop the idea that I shall NEVER know real happiness on this 6000 year old earth, and let it go at that.
Love and Big Christian Bear Hugs,
Tommy
Monday, October 31, 2011
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Vietnam Vet, Jerry, said:
Tom,
I can agree so much with what you say here and I do believe that things are getting ready to happen and I have who I support and for once in my life I will support Isreal over Our Country with the unleadership we have. In fact if there was any worry it would be that Obam wouldn't support the right side and that would be more of a embarcement than an Outcome because I know the winner.
As far as your seeking, I can also agree with you that it is hard to find a real person (Lady) now days, I lucked out but even that was hard. I will say first allow God to be your finder and trust in His time and picking because its the only way to find one a 100% right. I found that out the hard way.
We don't know everything about the days ahead but that God will be with us and give us all we need. Now I am a lonely type by my self so I think I may know your feelings even though we have what we need it may not be what we want NOW.....
I'm here for you in times of venting as you have been for me, tonight on facebook I saw a number of good information about our Government and its leadership oops I forgot the Un- part but doesn't anyone care? or read this other than a small few? This is something that they use to shoot people for and we elect them? OK I degress but I keep reading and know the out come and if these is what has to happen so be it! And may it happen soon! God Bless, Jerry
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